I've been drinking so I'm aware that this is going to come across as incoherent...at best

I miss my sis.  Somewhere along the lines I've realized that I have very little in common with the rest of the world.  And I can't help it that I won't settle for someone who merely deals with the fact that I'm apparently different.  Somehow, I can't help notice that most of us have lost all interest in bettering ourselves.  Over the past few weeks I've met scores of people who've proven to be no more interesting than day-old meatloaf.  It seems as though without the drive of our highschool educations we've lost all interest in self-expression, or individuality.   Even I've become content with this life that I lead...where I drink to much and don't believe in much of anything. I really don't know what to do...but if this is what it means to grow up...then god help us all...

                                                                                    ...no love
                                                                                           ....no hope

Currently Listening Doppelganger By The Fall of Troy see related

I don't even come here anymore...does anyone else

ah well...

So this may be a long one...I'm just gonna write till I have nothin left to say.  Sorry in advance if I offend anyone grammarically.  I have a feeling it's gonna be one long paragraph of run ons.  Punctuation is for suckers anywayz. 

So I'm convinced that the route of all evil is the average american consumer.  It's a concept that in and of itself does not make sense.  We've standardized the principal that the customer is always right.  But in servicing serveral hundred customers at once it makes this an impossible standard to live up to. Heh...bet you thought I had something important to say...sucker.  So anywayz...this may be a romantic notion...but I don't think any girl should ever know how beautiful she actually is.  I think the guy that she loves and the company she keeps should spend their lives trying to convincing her that she is.  Personally...I find it very hard to feel attracted at all to girls who actually know they're hot...especially when it turns out that they aren't [which tends to be the case more often than not].  Apparently there was a time in this world where modesty was an admirable quality.  I guess not so much anymore.    I've recently realized why I'm more girlfriend oriented than the random hookup type of guy.  Apparently I am completely incapable of actually taking care of myself.  I mean...I've got the basics covered.  I can bathe, feed, and clothe myself alright...but left to my own devices few if any of the above will have been done properly or in a timely manner.  In fact...I will go out of my way to find the most efficient [and what I mean by efficient is lazy] way to get it done.  Moreover...left on my own for long periods of time I tend to conjure ideas...most of which will involve fire, explosions, various firearms, sharp objects, trip wires, and other interesting gadgets which I've learned from experience are more often than not determental to ones health.  iono...I guess what I'm sayin is...if I call you...you should answer...or something'll prolly be blown up.

...I had more to say...but I forgot

ah well...

                                                                                                 ...no love
                                                                                                    ...no hope